Sunday, February 1, 2009

Stressed out...ARGH!!!

Yeah....I'm fucking stressed out!! To the max!! I'm seriously trying to hold it all together, but the last couple of days have been challenging to say the least. The biggest challenge was to not eat and stay the course on my fasting journey. I received my first phone call from a bill collector! FUCK!! I just can't stand the fact that this is happening to us! I just have to remember that we are not alone! We aren't the only people that have debt and have suffered a major setback! WHEN we get out of this mess! This is going to be it!! I will never ever be a slave to credit again!! It wasn't supposed to be like this! No it was not! I was ready for bed and thought I'd post a few words, but now I'm getting myself all worked up. I did make it to a couple of meetings and the certainly helped! It is getting easier, but my ego is taking a beating.

I'm thankful to be juicing. Thank you GOD for another day of juicing! I am truly grateful!

-Freshness

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