Ctrl+Alt+Del..Reboot

I love resetting myself, my expectations, and my desires!! Life is a such a trip. Especially when trying to stay RAW let alone fast for any particular amount of time!

Today is a very exciting day for me, besides being our 12 year wedding anniversary, I've decided (again) that today will be THE DAY I have my last cooked food and go 100% RAW!! YAHOO!! I'm so elated and pumped for me!! Yowza Baby!! (I know, I know, I've said this before, but this time is REALLY it!!) I've experimented enough over the last year, that I've realized I feel the best when I'm eating or drinking living foods! Seriously! I'm so looking forward to the rest of my life without cooked food! I'm ready to get off this awful roller coaster!

It seems fitting I had my last cooked food meal with my wife. My original intention was to have October 1st be my last cooked food meal, but since I blew that date, this date will be much much sweeter! I was tempted to tell her over dinner, but decided against it, as I didn't want to make too big of a deal! She knows I've been struggling with this issue for some time and has been very supportive! My hope and dream is that she will eventually follow my lead!

I've been reading a lot of inspiring blogs lately. I recently watched Kris Karr's documentary, Crazy Sexy Cancer! OMG, it was sooo good and sooo inspirational! Thank you for making this movie!!! FUCK canSer!! Fuck fucking canSer!! (I'm sorry, but I had to put that out there!) I'm so thankful I don't have it! I'm so thankful I have some knowledge about how to live and eat in a way that puts the odds of me not getting it in my favor. So many people are getting canSer, it's very scary!

Okay!! I'm ready for bed now! I didn't over do it tonight on the cooked food, so hopefully my hangover will be minimal!