17 Days...not too bad

17 is a far cry from 90! But...I'll take 17 over 3 0r 4 any day! 17 days and I faltered! It was a good run, but I'm stoked to be raw currently! I think I may have gone to that place of doneness with cooked food! I did eat cooked after my 17 days--straight away as I recall! It didn't take me long before I lost all that I had gained and worked so hard for.

Oh well! It is a journey! I'm feeling really strong and ready to commit, again! I really want to be the change I wish to see in the world. I have so, so many dreams, goals, ambitions, and creative ideas I can't be bogged down with cooked food sluggishness! No way! I'm actually tired slightly from eating too many fats, but hey, it's raw! I'm sure I'll be fasting again very soon! I'll be ramping up to actually make my goal of 90 days!

I've had a ton of gas today, and I'm not sure why? Maybe too much chlorella??

Looking forward to reconnecting with other raw fooders and folks that can relate to my struggles with cooked food!

Blessings to all,

Freshness

Stressed out...ARGH!!!

Yeah....I'm fucking stressed out!! To the max!! I'm seriously trying to hold it all together, but the last couple of days have been challenging to say the least. The biggest challenge was to not eat and stay the course on my fasting journey. I received my first phone call from a bill collector! FUCK!! I just can't stand the fact that this is happening to us! I just have to remember that we are not alone! We aren't the only people that have debt and have suffered a major setback! WHEN we get out of this mess! This is going to be it!! I will never ever be a slave to credit again!! It wasn't supposed to be like this! No it was not! I was ready for bed and thought I'd post a few words, but now I'm getting myself all worked up. I did make it to a couple of meetings and the certainly helped! It is getting easier, but my ego is taking a beating.

I'm thankful to be juicing. Thank you GOD for another day of juicing! I am truly grateful!

-Freshness