Thursday, October 18, 2007

I love yoga!

I haven't been to yoga for quite some time. I went to a class tonight and I'm so grateful for that! Yoga is such a great work out for the mind body and spirit! Just as we got started the instructor said to dedicate this practice to someone or something meaningful to you in your life! OMG, the first thing I thought about was my RAW food lifestyle! I felt a strong emotion from deep within arise! It was awesome. I'm going to try and hold onto that feeling and stay on the path!

My goal is to be a yoga instructor some day! (Just thought I'd put that out there to the Universe!)

I decided to start another fast, again. I'd like to create a little distance from food so when I start eating again I will appreciate RAW food mucho!

I took a picture of myself tonight in my boxers. It will be my BEFORE raw pic. I tried my hardest to give the Anthony pose from Raw Model! I think I came pretty close! LOL!!! If I could only develop his 6 pack, I'd be really stoked! We'll see! I'm working on it!

Speaking of Anthony, you gotta check out the interview with him that's posted on We Like It RAW! He's got a great story and it's really worth checking out.

Well, I made it over the hump day and I'm stoked and inspired. I'm also getting a little sleepy eyed.

Good night...

Friday, October 5, 2007

Ctrl+Alt+Del..Reboot

I love resetting myself, my expectations, and my desires!! Life is a such a trip. Especially when trying to stay RAW let alone fast for any particular amount of time!

Today is a very exciting day for me, besides being our 12 year wedding anniversary, I've decided (again) that today will be THE DAY I have my last cooked food and go 100% RAW!! YAHOO!! I'm so elated and pumped for me!! Yowza Baby!! (I know, I know, I've said this before, but this time is REALLY it!!) I've experimented enough over the last year, that I've realized I feel the best when I'm eating or drinking living foods! Seriously! I'm so looking forward to the rest of my life without cooked food! I'm ready to get off this awful roller coaster!

It seems fitting I had my last cooked food meal with my wife. My original intention was to have October 1st be my last cooked food meal, but since I blew that date, this date will be much much sweeter! I was tempted to tell her over dinner, but decided against it, as I didn't want to make too big of a deal! She knows I've been struggling with this issue for some time and has been very supportive! My hope and dream is that she will eventually follow my lead!

I've been reading a lot of inspiring blogs lately. I recently watched Kris Karr's documentary, Crazy Sexy Cancer! OMG, it was sooo good and sooo inspirational! Thank you for making this movie!!! FUCK canSer!! Fuck fucking canSer!! (I'm sorry, but I had to put that out there!) I'm so thankful I don't have it! I'm so thankful I have some knowledge about how to live and eat in a way that puts the odds of me not getting it in my favor. So many people are getting canSer, it's very scary!

Okay!! I'm ready for bed now! I didn't over do it tonight on the cooked food, so hopefully my hangover will be minimal!