On Your Mark....

Get set......speaking of getting set....here I go again!  Back to basics.  It's late!  It's been some time since I've written anything!  Almost a year has gone by, but I'm feeling like it's time to get back to what I love to do...write/blog!  So Fun!  It is healing as well!  I need to make some changes again!  I think this is it! My new, new sobriety date is October 30, 2012!  It is late!  I just wanted to get some words down as I listen to Barack Obama's speech!  I'm happy that he was reelected tonight! I really need to change up my eating habits again!  Ultimately it's because I'm so fucking vain and I'm tired of being over 190 lbs!

11/7/2012  10:15pm

Anywhooo....That was last night.  It was just the boost that I needed to get back to writing again.  I did make it to a meeting tonight!  I did get a Bikram yoga class in as well!  I felt very strong and challenged myself to not drink any water til after camel pose.  Just knowing it was there was comforting.  I think if I did drink any sooner, it would have messed me up.  Mostly because of my intake 1 hour before the class!  The meeting was good!  I was a little late arriving, but not too late.  I think I'm going to start 90/90 today!  I feel like I really need to do that to kick start my sobriety!  I'm already thinking about drinking and smoking again and I know it's not what I want!   I want to get off this crazy merry-go-round!!!  I really really do!  Anyhow...i'm getting tired now, so I think I'll shoot an email off to my sponsor and ask to get started on the steps!

Namaste!